by Guy de Maupassant (1850-1893)
Every
Sunday, as soon as they were free, the little soldiers would go for a walk.
They turned to the right on leaving the barracks, crossed Courbevoie with rapid
strides, as though on a forced march; then, as the houses grew scarcer, they
slowed down and followed the dusty road which leads to Bezons.
They
were small and thin, lost in their ill-fitting capes, too large and too long,
whose sleeves covered their hands; their ample red trousers fell in folds
around their ankles. Under the high, stiff shako one could just barely perceive
two thin, hollow-cheeked Breton faces, with their calm, naive blue eyes. They
never spoke during their journey, going straight before them, the same idea in
each one's mind taking the place of conversation. For at the entrance of the
little forest of Champioux they had found a spot which reminded them of home,
and they did not feel happy anywhere else.
At
the crossing of the Colombes and Chatou roads, when they arrived under the
trees, they would take off their heavy, oppressive headgear and wipe their
foreheads.
They
always stopped for a while on the bridge at Bezons, and looked at the Seine.
They stood there several minutes, bending over the railing, watching the white
sails, which perhaps reminded them of their home, and of the fishing smacks
leaving for the open.
As
soon as they had crossed the Seine, they would purchase provisions at the
delicatessen, the baker's, and the wine merchant's. A piece of bologna, four
cents' worth of bread, and a quart of wine, made up the luncheon which they
carried away, wrapped up in their handkerchiefs. But as soon as they were out
of the village their gait would slacken and they would begin to talk.
Before
them was a plain with a few clumps of trees, which led to the woods, a little
forest which seemed to remind them of that other forest at Kermarivan. The
wheat and oat fields bordered on the narrow path, and Jean Kerderen said each
time to Luc Le Ganidec:
"It's
just like home, just like Plounivon."
"Yes,
it's just like home."
And
they went on, side by side, their minds full of dim memories of home. They saw
the fields, the hedges, the forests, and beaches.
Each
time they stopped near a large stone on the edge of the private estate, because
it reminded them of the dolmen of Locneuven.
As
soon as they reached the first clump of trees, Luc Le Ganidec would cut off a
small stick, and, whittling it slowly, would walk on, thinking of the folks at
home.
Jean
Kerderen carried the provisions.
From
time to time Luc would mention a name, or allude to some boyish prank which
would give them food for plenty of thought. And the home country, so dear and
so distant, would little by little gain possession of their minds, sending them
back through space, to the well-known forms and noises, to the familiar
scenery, with the fragrance of its green fields and sea air. They no longer
noticed the smells of the city. And in their dreams they saw their friends
leaving, perhaps forever, for the dangerous fishing grounds.
They
were walking slowly, Luc Le Ganidec and Jean Kerderen, contented and sad,
haunted by a sweet sorrow, the slow and penetrating sorrow of a captive animal
which remembers the days of its freedom.
And
when Luc had finished whittling his stick, they came to a little nook, where
every Sunday they took their meal. They found the two bricks, which they had
hidden in a hedge, and they made a little fire of dry branches and roasted
their sausages on the ends of their knives.
When
their last crumb of bread had been eaten and the last drop of wine had been
drunk, they stretched themselves out on the grass side by side, without
speaking, their half-closed eyes looking away in the distance, their hands
clasped as in prayer, their red-trousered legs mingling with the bright colors
of the wild flowers.
Towards
noon they glanced, from time to time, towards the village of Bezons, for the
dairy maid would soon be coming. Every Sunday she would pass in front of them
on the way to milk her cow, the only cow in the neighborhood which was sent out
to pasture.
Soon
they would see the girl, coming through the fields, and it pleased them to
watch the sparkling sunbeams reflected from her shining pail. They never spoke
of her. They were just glad to see her, without understanding why.
She
was a tall, strapping girl, freckled and tanned by the open air--a girl typical
of the Parisian suburbs.
Once,
on noticing that they were always sitting in the same place, she said to them:
"Do
you always come here?"
Luc
Le Ganidec, more daring than his friend, stammered:
"Yes,
we come here for our rest."
That
was all. But the following Sunday, on seeing them, she smiled with the kindly
smile of a woman who understood their shyness, and she asked:
"What
are you doing here? Are you watching the grass grow?"
Luc,
cheered up, smiled: "P'raps."
She
continued: "It's not growing fast, is it?"
He
answered, still laughing: "Not exactly."
She
went on. But when she came back with her pail full of milk, she stopped before
them and said:
"Want
some? It will remind you of home."
She
had, perhaps instinctively, guessed and touched the right spot.
Both
were moved. Then not without difficulty, she poured some milk into the bottle
in which they had brought their wine. Luc started to drink, carefully watching
lest he should take more than his share. Then he passed the bottle to Jean. She
stood before them, her hands on her hips, her pail at her feet, enjoying the
pleasure that she was giving them. Then she went on, saying: "Well,
bye-bye until next Sunday!"
For
a long time they watched her tall form as it receded in the distance, blending
with the background, and finally disappeared.
The
following week as they left the barracks, Jean said to Luc:
"Don't
you think we ought to buy her something good?"
They
were sorely perplexed by the problem of choosing something to bring to the
dairy maid. Luc was in favor of bringing her some chitterlings; but Jean, who
had a sweet tooth, thought that candy would be the best thing. He won, and so
they went to a grocery to buy two sous' worth, of red and white candies.
This
time they ate more quickly than usual, excited by anticipation.
Jean
was the first one to notice her. "There she is," he said; and Luc
answered: "Yes, there she is."
She
smiled when she saw them, and cried:
"Well,
how are you to-day?"
They
both answered together:
"All
right! How's everything with you?"
Then
she started to talk of simple things which might interest them; of the weather,
of the crops, of her masters.
They
didn't dare to offer their candies, which were slowly melting in Jean's pocket.
Finally Luc, growing bolder, murmured:
"We
have brought you something."
She
asked: "Let's see it."
Then
Jean, blushing to the tips of his ears, reached in his pocket, and drawing out
the little paper bag, handed it to her.
She
began to eat the little sweet dainties. The two soldiers sat in front of her,
moved and delighted.
At
last she went to do her milking, and when she came back she again gave them
some milk.
They
thought of her all through the week and often spoke of her: The following
Sunday she sat beside them for a longer time.
The
three of them sat there, side by side, their eyes looking far away in the
distance, their hands clasped over their knees, and they told each other little
incidents and little details of the villages where they were born, while the
cow, waiting to be milked, stretched her heavy head toward the girl and mooed.
Soon
the girl consented to eat with them and to take a sip of wine. Often she
brought them plums pocket for plums were now ripe. Her presence enlivened the
little Breton soldiers, who chattered away like two birds.
One
Tuesday something unusual happened to Luc Le Ganidec; he asked for leave and
did not return until ten o'clock at night.
Jean,
worried and racked his brain to account for his friend's having obtained leave.
The
following Friday, Luc borrowed ten sons from one of his friends, and once more
asked and obtained leave for several hours.
When
he started out with Jean on Sunday he seemed queer, disturbed, changed.
Kerderen did not understand; he vaguely suspected something, but he could not
guess what it might be.
They
went straight to the usual place, and lunched slowly. Neither was hungry.
Soon
the girl appeared. They watched her approach as they always did. When she was
near, Luc arose and went towards her. She placed her pail on the ground and
kissed him. She kissed him passionately, throwing her arms around his neck,
without paying attention to Jean, without even noticing that he was there.
Poor
Jean was dazed, so dazed that he could not understand. His mind was upset and
his heart broken, without his even realizing why.
Then
the girl sat down beside Luc, and they started to chat.
Jean
was not looking at them. He understood now why his friend had gone out twice
during the week. He felt the pain and the sting which treachery and deceit
leave in their wake.
Luc
and the girl went together to attend to the cow.
Jean
followed them with his eyes. He saw them disappear side by side, the red
trousers of his friend making a scarlet spot against the white road. It was Luc
who sank the stake to which the cow was tethered. The girl stooped down to milk
the cow, while he absent-mindedly stroked the animal's glossy neck. Then they
left the pail in the grass and disappeared in the woods.
Jean
could no longer see anything but the wall of leaves through which they had
passed. He was unmanned so that he did not have strength to stand. He stayed
there, motionless, bewildered and grieving-simple, passionate grief. He wanted
to weep, to run away, to hide somewhere, never to see anyone again.
Then
he saw them coming back again. They were walking slowly, hand in hand, as
village lovers do. Luc was carrying the pail.
After
kissing him again, the girl went on, nodding carelessly to Jean. She did not
offer him any milk that day.
The
two little soldiers sat side by side, motionless as always, silent and quiet,
their calm faces in no way betraying the trouble in their hearts. The sun shone
down on them. From time to time they could hear the plaintive lowing of the
cow. At the usual time they arose to return.
Luc
was whittling a stick. Jean carried the empty bottle. He left it at the wine
merchant's in Bezons. Then they stopped on the bridge, as they did every
Sunday, and watched the water flowing by.
Jean
leaned over the railing, farther and farther, as though he had seen something
in the stream which hypnotized him. Luc said to him:
"What's
the matter? Do you want a drink?"
He
had hardly said the last word when Jean's head carried away the rest of his
body, and the little blue and red soldier fell like a shot and disappeared in
the water.
Luc,
paralyzed with horror, tried vainly to shout for help. In the distance he saw
something move; then his friend's head bobbed up out of the water only to
disappear again.
Farther
down he again noticed a hand, just one hand, which appeared and again went out
of sight. That was all.
The
boatmen who had rushed to the scene found the body that day.
Luc
ran back to the barracks, crazed, and with eyes and voice full of tears, he
related the accident: "He leaned--he--he was leaning--so far over--that
his head carried him away--and--he--fell--he fell----"
Emotion choked him so that he could say no more. If he had only known.
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